^{bleh.
i'm always nakkered these days. and tis pissing me off. i cant stay up past 10 oclock to save my life.
i mean its 5 to ten
and i just want to sleeeeeeeep.

another thing is, the girl i like.. well we speak alright but, i need to meet her.
but we only briefly know each other
and it'd be a bit.. erm. weird, just inviting her out, yknow?
but she's not really friends with anyone else i know.
sooo..
i've gotta come up with a sly way to meet her lol.

also. my best friend fucking pisses me off.
end of.
i cant stand him anymore, and i need a friggin break.

urrrrghhh!!

my A-levels are coming up soon. friggin gone quick. in no time i'll be going to uni. wow.

just wow.
i can't believe it. off to durham i go. i wanna meet new people. but what about this girl i like!! arghh. it's so annoying. its like my life's coming to a halt, and the new ones starting,
but im not ready to start it. im just not.}

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Mood: Tired
Listening to: ffffffffff
Reading: Nothing
Watching: Nothing
Playing: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: gggggggg

an updade. :)

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 16, 2008, 1:59 PM

^{party <3
the party was amazing.
and i didn't get depressed! apart from when someone kicked my neck and I choked. ¬.¬ loll.
it was mucho like skins.

although, i did get off with someone who has a boyfriend. >.>;
and i almost got off with a guy. but thankfully i held back, and so my friends don't know lol.
but yer. amazing.

love
i've just realised that six different people have shown a genuine interest in me, in the past week.
for me, i find that... well... amazing. ;l
who's to think that 2 years ago, i was just some little quiet kid with no sense of dress? lol.
i have a crush on someone. and i swear i'm going to make it happen, whether she has a boyfriend already, or not.
the problem, now, though, is the 6 people who are interested in me. i don't wanna have to deal with that.
but as for how well i'm doing... i'm happy lol.

art
i'm currently obsessed with poetry. so don't expect a lack of poetry my way lol.
i'm trying to do stories, but whether i'll e able to finish them, is another story. (lol i made a pun.)
so hopefully some stuff'll be up.
woop.}

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Mood: Peaceful
Listening to: now you're gone - basshunter
Reading: Nothing
Watching: Nothing
Playing: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: orange juice.

ARGHH!!

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 13, 2008, 12:42 PM

^{Why do the people you want NEVER want you?
WHY?

for fucks sake.
And the people who want you, YOU never WANT.
and it's always a twat and a half dealing with it!

Why is everything so cracked?
Why is EVERYTHING so difficult?

ARGH!!
i can't describe how angry and upset I am right now.
I really can't.
There's no kind of poetry
And no kind of 'WORD' that's gonna explain how I feel
I just feel like burying my face in a pillow and never moving again.

And I sound so depressed and idiotic and childish and immature
but it's so fucking unfair.
so fucking unfair.
>_<}

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Mood: Outraged
Listening to: when im gone - simple plan
Reading: Nothing
Watching: Nothing
Playing: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Air.

do any of you believe in...

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 11, 2008, 3:15 PM

^{Star Signs?
Okay, the other day I got into a conversation with about star signs.
And I don't really believe in Star signs, but I'm bored, nakkered, and I wanna see what yesterday, today + tomorrow say about 'me' lol.
Let's see if they actually work.

March 10
Friends and family may give you extra support today, yet it might be hard for you to accept it gracefully. You may be caught off-guard with the realization that others think you need help, but don't let your pride get in the way. Deal with your insecurities any way you can and then say "yes please" to offers of assistance.

hmmm... untrue.

March 11
You could be growing more concerned that something isn't going according to your plan, even if it's too soon to tell. Your worries can fuel uncertainty, taking the wind out of your sails. Loss of momentum can add discouragement to the mix, but if you pay attention to what's really happening, then you should be able to quickly overcome this temporary bout of self-doubt.

erm.. not really.

March 12
A creative project may come to a temporary standstill today as too many possibilities come to the surface. You must decide if you are to continue on the same path or make a change of direction. You will likely be overwhelmed by the choices, making you doubt your original plan. Don't be afraid to examine your actions with greater depth. This can enrich your work and your understanding of the entire process.

unlikely. lol.

So yeah. I'm Aquarius btw.

Do any of you believe in star signs?}

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Mood: Tired
Listening to: everything you want - vertical horizon
Reading: Nothing
Watching: Nothing
Playing: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Air.

Help. Advice?

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 9, 2008, 10:41 AM

^{Right, so I'm having second thoughts about this relationship. =/
And so is she.
Cause we're proper good friends.
Oh yeah, me and robyn are going out now. well, i think we are.
But yeah, anyway. We dunno whether we should do it cause we've been friends for ages.
And plus she doesn't think she's good enough. 8-/
She is a little inexperienced, but I'd gladly show her lol
But yeah.
I dunno whether to do it or not.

Last night was fun.
But I think I need a longer time.. Like a week, to go at it, like to get a feel for it.
And if, after a week, it's still awkward, I should end it.

I'll speak to her tomorrow in college.
But meh. Im not sure.}

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Mood: Attraction
Listening to: everything you want - vertical horizon
Reading: Nothing
Watching: Nothing
Playing: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Air.

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